Ever feel like even when you're with someone, things don't feel right? I mean like.. idk... i just feel alone a lot.. even when i'm with someone. the feeling just doesn't seem to go away. im getting tired of trying to find the thing that has to fill it... idk i just wannna scream at the top of my lungs, stop crying all the time, i just feel so god i dont even know.. there's so much confusion and pain and loneliness i cant take this shit anymore. people just need to stop expecting so much from me. idk. just. im sooo done with everyone i dont care who it is anymore :\.